forgive

it feels like a cold moon beach. But nice. With a slight breeze

goddamn

I don't fucking understand why I always get in these situations. The fucking stitches in my mouth are the least of my concern right now. Why can't he just be honest? Why is it so hard for him to say he loves me? Is it because whores tell him all the time? Last night it took so long to make him tell me because he didn't want me to get 'pissed off'. Oh, she might be carrying your child, but that's no big deal. No, I'm not ignoring you, I'm just not talking because my voice will crack and you'll know I'm crying. No, I'm not mad, just tell me.... when did you last see her? Do you... love her? When will she know? When did you last fuck her? Is she is, are you sure it's yours? Will she keep it? Are you going to come home? Were we talking when you did? The questions flowed out of my mouth like the salt water that was flowing from my eyes. As I write this, thousands more questions are scattered in my head and the only thing I want to do is call and ask you all of them. But what will you think of me? Will I seem clingy? Why do I even care? At this point, what do I even know?

oh, twitter

http://twitter.com/thethirdowl

good lord, what a trend

those lips look like maucalay culkins

i want to know your past, present and future. i want no summary, nothing short of a novel. i ask for a box painted with the colors of your dreams, meant to hold hold nothing of material value. only to hold our souls.

in progress

I cant even contextualize the way I feel right now I hear you breathe feel the heat but not now that was then I cant seem to wrap my mind around this big fucking question this issue the issue i'm having why wasn’t I born and raised in a house right next to yours I wanna be with you now i'm not patient and I wont fucking wait I wanna be with you through everything telling you anything we’d rap together play shows together sleep so close at night hold me tight and don’t ever let go I told you so I get attached there's no shame in that just don’t go fucking around behind my back telling me lies and laying down smack cos I don’t take that shit anymore i'm crazy about you and everyone that I love I cant get it enough i'm full to the top but I keep asking for more my tummy's aching but its not all that the pills I mean they're out of the picture now for the most part I don’t need to suffocate my body or my soul not another year will go by like that he fucking hurt me and you know it he fed me pain intravenously after he called me why just cos I fucked him? I gave him something that was mine something that doesn’t mean shit but still its now his. Does he know? Did he see that lie?

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bouncin with each step / pass these fuckers starin / check the ground beneath my feet / metal canister glarin / reflecting the suns rays / burnin up / activating sweat glands

sirah

bring this girl to me or take me to her she's fucking bomb she's dope she raps she knows what's up she lays down beats like it's nothing she's beautiful and so intense she scares me but i still wanna meet her your gorgeous lady lovely i wish i had a flow like yours i wanna lay down a track with you but i don't have your kind of talent its true